MILLIONS of mini me fighting against the darkness.
Through days I am awake.
Through life that I am 'alive'.

You don't see it,
the effort I made.
Through days and nights,
fighting against this darkness in my head.
"Try harder" although I'm fighting at the maximum limit.
So I can be at your side, breathing with my heart beating.

The days I stay home,
the days I just slept.
Is for the safety I did,
just for you to not see my grave.

You'll never find this,
but I wish you see my effort.
Although I want to lay down my sword.
Full cuts and bruises, I fight for you and the people who loves me.
© Benny

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