It’s freaking dark out there, while I was alone,
Got bumps & certain moments go on forever,
Often see him to my dream,
My heart felt struggling to hold him in warm fuzzier arm.

I’m afraid,
As it’s growing inside of me,
Days keep on going after,
It grows & grows.

Thinking of you
Was making me feel so alive,
The path I was on to,
I thought I knew,
About Least of all yourself,

Oh! Being With you,
Get me deep & secret desire,
Something that make me question
Will I ever be knowing whole you
Or will i pretending to be,

Needed a different kind of love to be loved,
Love that never gets fade,
Even if there is shade,
I have been blend between me & my feelings.
Pain is real but scared of hurts to be loved.

Knowing the color of happiness,
I owe a secret, not to let him go out anywhere.
Sooner or later truth has to be revealed,
I nodded towards destiny.
Pain & Fear of losing you,
Hold me back to the fate.

© Rinki bhardwaj