That time when we were together.
on the floor of the kitchen holding on forever.
your smell was sublime and you tasted even better.
nothing could change the way we felt.
I loved you.
but I was jailed for the crime I did.
never wanted anything to do with it.
you awakened my mind and taught me different.
my love, my angel.
it was years before I felt completely.
I would not do anything differently.
without you I'd be hell bound.
I am anyway for the life I took.
that time when we were married.
you said yes and I had made myself known.
no children angel please.
can you understand.
once I pushed you away I never wanted to live.
but oh so many years and so much time.
I'm kinda payment in kind.
because I found I wanted children I just couldn't say it.
angel, Mark I love you all.
that time that was heaven sent.
I'll never forget the woman I'll never know.
my first love,my wife, my eternal cries.
her ghost.
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