I face a cliff edge
Without knowledge of what lies at the bottom of this chasm
This is the end of myself
All my wounds have been felt
Tenfold through the medications
I resigned myself to
I’ve built years upon years upon years
Of ammunition to use against anyone
Uncomfortable but familiar
Is still better than unknowns
Holding myself to unattainable goals
Making promises I cannot keep
I’ve come to the end
And I no longer want to go back again
What I know won’t give me growth
That familiarity doesn’t bring hope
But I won’t cast myself off
I’ve said there’s no cost
I’m not willing to walk through
But there’s a part of me that’s scared
That desires to prepare
But that’s no excuse
I believe in what I have to do
So instead of cowering away
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