My bad... It must have went over my head all the things I was going through and sometimes in the mist of things you forget who is your talking to... I'm sorry that for just a moment the light is on cause since for as long as I can remember I've lived in the dark. And my bad that when I have these moments mostly on my own that the person I want to share them with barley response but when they do its through a phone... I'm sorry that it's 5 am I'm a bother I sem to keep forgetting that I too have a heartbeat and while it's beating is becoming a bother I'm sitting alone in a room full of demons trying to hold it together. And I'm sorry that all I feel is I must say it's fine since the person in front of me that tells me they love and to be myself only expresses an emotion of anger inside himself so I then deflect and excuse me please for the me me me attack but I woman alone that's going through something I can't seem to explain and it's making me sad. And my bad that people aren't human enough to realize that...

humans are the worst
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