This poem is written by @CuteBlue @siriusblack @diff._personality @payal1417111 @Coldboy
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I’m a joyful person,
But owns tearful eyes.
I love to hear truth,
But sometimes seems to be a lie.

people who once used to look like gold,
now appear like plastic..
The statements which once used to be nice,
Now feels sarcastic..

The darkness from which I was afraid,
Now is my friend,
The life which is valuable,
Why do I want to end..

The body was pale,
Is now filled with wounds,
The happiness which was everywhere,
Is nowhere to be found..
- @CuteBlue


the thoughts of being happy is burried underground,
No where a place to stand ,
No where to go
nobody knows what I have been through,
telling and yelling the same thing one after another,
this is not true no this can't be real
ohh God what the hell I am suppose to believe
and whom to live my heart felt like the pieces of a mirror,
which once was a single piece of gorgeous world,
that now shattered.
- @payal1417111


I don't know weather now I'm dead or alive,
Maybe I have become ghost whose looking for light,
Or maybe a vampire, taking peoples energy to survive,

Acting as a savior of humanity,
All I got was hatred sorrow and mockery,
In rewards I was gifted with disruption,
Every single decision I made was arbitrary,

Lift me up or either let me go,
Or kill me before I reach the goal,
It's all red there's no white snow,
Not with gold, my history is written with coal,

This is anathor sleepless night,
my thoughts polluting my mind,
As the nights coming to an end,
I'm lost in memories and time,

The days grow colder,
Underneath winter sun,
and with all my pain I come undone,
I realize I have no where to run

I'm helpless ,
and comfortably numb,

Now the tables have turned,
I'm no more interested in Godly acts,
Every lesson I have learned,
Calls me sinner in every dialects.

Lying like dead flesh on the floor,
With tears choked in my throat,
Everything is becoming Numb and pale,
Making it difficult to breathe and exhale....
- @siriusblack


Wherever showing face in front of society,
Wearing fake smiles becomes the priority,
Though Heart is wanting to pour out emotions,
But not as brain cautions..

Helping people expecting help in return,
But gets to hear rumours spread on my back which now became my fear..

Not wanting to die,
Still wanna suicide,
Wanting to live,
But can't as sad and depressed,
emotions are very high..

The fear of loosing people now doesn't affect me,
Crave of having trustworthy.
personality is no more my fancy..

Heart is now completely filled with grief,
In this generation of filter even the colourful beauty doesn't gives peace.

I want to give out only one message to the blind people cursing their blindness,
The world is not beautiful at all even the in the brightest events everywhere what is spread is darkness.

All the black eyes are still searching for white beauty,
Even though racial discrimination is banned,
Fair and unfair people's marriage is hardly planned.

Heart's beauty never mattered
The only thing that matters is pimples and acnes on the face shouldn't be scattered...
- @diff._personality


And my words that once were spoken loud,
Now barely create a sound.
The sky which used to be so bright and free,
Is now grey and clouds hanging deep.
My smiles genuinely true,
Now barely comes through.
And the eyes growing magical,
Now seems empty and dull.
And that beating feeling heart of mine,
It's been missing for quite some time.
I used to have greatest dreams,
But now I see madness wherever I sleep.
Friends once so close to me,
They don't even care meet...

I'm a joyful person,
That owns tearful eyes,
Darkness became my friend,
Words became a lie,
I wished it would end,
I wished to die...
-@Coldboy

© lonewolf, JoYOuS, Riddhi, Payal Nahak, ColdBoy