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WHEN TRUST IS GONE
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
It's very hard to deal with the negative thoughts of all the possible deceitful and unfaithful things you must be doing whenever you are not right by my side.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
I must learn how to do everything different, because most things that were routine or felt normal in my daily life, has now turned unfamiliar which is scary and confusing. All other things seem pointless and one-sided, when before I thought that they were mutually meaningful.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
I can't daydream of our future, I can't imagine it's us when I see 2 people who are deeply in love.
I can no longer get lost in a happy place when I'm alone or get satisfaction by thinking of little ways to make you smile. Only before when I really believed you felt the same way, could I have ever loved you that much.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
That the natural resistance
to someone else flirting with you,
is gone, and is now ceriosity.
You go from being that One and Only,
to becoming the one planning your future, and wondering with who!
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
You may not realize it all at first, but when you do, your going to be forced with a decision that's not fair on you and will be hard no matter what you choose, but one will bring you honor and hopefully true love and happiness in your future and the other will bring you unfulfillment and unappreciation for who you really are, along with deprivation of true and real happyness, in return for temporary relief of the pain you think you already deserve.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
So is the relationship.
Nov. 20,2021
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© Sarah J Laird
It's very hard to deal with the negative thoughts of all the possible deceitful and unfaithful things you must be doing whenever you are not right by my side.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
I must learn how to do everything different, because most things that were routine or felt normal in my daily life, has now turned unfamiliar which is scary and confusing. All other things seem pointless and one-sided, when before I thought that they were mutually meaningful.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
I can't daydream of our future, I can't imagine it's us when I see 2 people who are deeply in love.
I can no longer get lost in a happy place when I'm alone or get satisfaction by thinking of little ways to make you smile. Only before when I really believed you felt the same way, could I have ever loved you that much.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
That the natural resistance
to someone else flirting with you,
is gone, and is now ceriosity.
You go from being that One and Only,
to becoming the one planning your future, and wondering with who!
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
You may not realize it all at first, but when you do, your going to be forced with a decision that's not fair on you and will be hard no matter what you choose, but one will bring you honor and hopefully true love and happiness in your future and the other will bring you unfulfillment and unappreciation for who you really are, along with deprivation of true and real happyness, in return for temporary relief of the pain you think you already deserve.
WHEN TRUST IS GONE
So is the relationship.
Nov. 20,2021
© All Rights Reserved
© Sarah J Laird
