LOOKING BACK ON TIME GONE BY
SEEING EVERY MOVE YOU HAVE MADE.
LOTS OF THINGS HAVE HELD ME DOWN
LEAVING ME STRANDING WITH THIS FROWN,,,,

AS I STAND UP AGAIN TO FIGHT ANOTHER ROUND
I ALWAYS FIND SOME THING THERE IN THE WAY,
BUT IT'S MY ONLY ROUTE I KNOW TO TRAVEL
SO I PUSH THROUGH WITH OUT FALLING,

LOOKING FOR A SMALL BREAK TO CHANGE
EVERY THING THAT I HAVE FAILED AT YESTERDAY,
I KNOW IT'S THERE WAITING FOR ME TO FIND
JUST HAVE TO SEARCH DEEP INSIDE MY MIND,

IT LINGERS EVER SO CLOSE, YET I CAN'T GRAB IT
AS I TAKE EACH STEP FORWARD I REGRET IT,
BECAUSE ALL I SEEM TO LOCATE IN TIME
IS ALL THE MEMORIES I HAVE LEFT BEHIND,

RE-LIVING WHATS ALREADY BEEN DONE
IT'S A BATTLE I FEEL IS LEFT UN-WON,
SO I WAKE WITH EACH NEW DAY TO TRY
TO FIND AWAY TO JUST GET BY,

RICH, YEAH I DREAM TO ONE DAY BE
BUT IT'S JUST NOT IN THE CARDS FOR ME,
I WAKE TO THE STRUGGLE OF TIME
ONE CALLED LIFE OF CONSTANT CHANGE,,,

IT'S ALL ABOUT THE STRUGGLE YOU SEE
THAT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS FOR ME,
FIGHT ANOTHER BATTLE THAT I FACE
LOOKING WITHIN TO SEE IT AGAIN,

A BATTLE CALLED SHAME I FIGHT TO ESCAPE
NOW I SIT HERE IN THIS CHAIR AND EXPLAIN,
HOW IT HAS BECOME AN ENDLESS GAME
ONE CALLED LIFE THAT IS RE-ARRANGED,,

JUST WALK ALONG THE PATH HOPING TO FIND
SOMETHING THAT'LL LEAD YOU HOME TODAY,
TO THOSE THAT AWAIT FOR YOU TO ARRIVE
SO THEY CAN TAKE YOUR HAND AND WIPE THE TEARS AWAY,

HELP YOU FIND THE WAY BACK TO THE LIGHT
THAT YOU SOME HOW FELL AWAY FROM,
DRUGS AND ALCOHOL THAT IS WHAT IT'S BECOME
AS YOU GREW OLDER INSIDE TO DIE,,,,,,

IT'S ALL ABOUT THE STRUGGLE I PLAY
LOST FOREVER INSIDE THIS CHAMBER,
SEEKING AWAY TO ESCAPE, WHAT I AM
YET I WAKE AND FIND I'M FOREVER BOUND,,,,,

FOREVER AND A DAY LOCKED WITHIN THE STRUGGLE
THAT HAS NO END IN SIGHT AT LEAST NOT FOR THOSE LIKE MYSELF,
WE WALK AS ONE IN A LARGE CROWD
LOST FOREVER WITHIN SOME TYPE OF DRUG,,,,,,

ADDICTION OF THE WORSE KIND I KNOW
FOREVER BOUND BY WHAT I AM,
A SOLDIER LOST FOREVER IN THIS WORLD
SEEKING A DOOR TO BREAK AWAY FROM YESTERDAY,,,

A PAST OF ENDLESS ACHES I HOLD ONTO
DOING MY BEST TO JUST LET IT GO,
BUT EACH NEW DAY I FIND IT'S STILL THERE
A PLACE I SEEM TO FOREVER BELONG ALONE,,,,

STRUGGLING TO MAKE IT BACK HOME
A BATTLE WITHIN I FIGHT YET I'M ALONE,
LOOKING FOR MY BREAK TO CHANGE
AND LAY TO REST MY PAST,,,,,,,,,


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