Just like a faded flower in an autumn fall,
A withered leaf right beyond that hall,
Everything gets lifeless,
Everything is pale,
Everything seems hopeless,
They say, ‘Life is full of hope’
Am I still living ?
Or just existing?
‘Life is beautiful’
But living in this catastrophe feels painful,
There are storms, thunders, and hurricanes,
There are flames and fires burning you slowly,
There are monsters living under your bed,
There are voices screaming in your head,
‘Kill yourself.
Kill yourself.
Kill yourself.’
Spinning like an old cassette.

Depression is wearing an immaculate white dress and a happiest face,
And a joyful smile that can blind anyone’s gaze,
Stand before the mirror, see yourself clearer,
Beyond your reflection is a stranger,
A different person, familiar and unknown,
Eyes, full of tears and scars and pleas,
Soul, shattered into pieces was lost and never found,
And behind the mask, are millions of truth unfold

Depression is standing at the top of the highest skyscrapers,
Just jump and you’ll be free,
Your heart is beating erratically and you’re out of breathe,
You feel the wind swaying your body,
You feel yourself drowning slowly,
You feel your soul becomin’ empty,
Cold hands from nowhere rose as they pull you down,
And wonder, ‘Where is everyone?’

Light wasn’t found,
As darkness embraces every ounce of tears,
Drowning and dying, bit by bit
No one saves me
No one helps
No one cares
No one opens their eyes
Behind that pretentious mask of a laughing face,
Is a pained and broken soul
I live in a blinded city where eyes are covered with lies

Just the moment when I thought I've reached the end,
Just the moment when I thought I’ve been sequestered,
A flower still bloom after the war,
A rainbow, with flying colors, stipple
Was almost losing hope, spring dawned upon me!
A once catastrophe ended up,
And there, flew away, a raven I once kept inside me

It’s being splashed under the rain and be still oblivious of the pain,
It’s the morning when we wake up and the sunlight hits our skin,
It’s the cold, lonesome, night but everything's serene

Colors splash within a masterpiece,
Almost black, almost white, almost a melancholy,
You saved me from being empty,
A sudden strike of an ephiphany,
I started to regain pieces I’ve lost for years,
But just in a swift, everything crushed in tears
Everything fell, again

I found love, and love left me.

In a world where everything gets tiring,
In a world where everyone ends up hurting,
In a world full of struggles and pain,
I wonder a life lived in Heaven

I wonder a life where people smile not only because they need to,
I wonder a life where people find contentment with what they already have and not ask for more,
I wonder a life where people aren’t blinded by lies,
I wonder a life where people can still find happiness

I wonder a life in Heaven where we won’t need to cry anymore,
I wonder a life in Heaven where tears won’t end for a wrong person


On the ground, shivering
Falling through the deepest pits of darkness,
“Help!”
“It is the end. No one would help you. No one would care. Kill yourself already, Kill yourself already, Kill yourself already.”
“Please, save me.”

But I came into a place I’ve never been before,
My eyes enlightened even when its sore,
Crawling, on my knees, begging for forgiveness

And right beyond that majestic cross,
A ray of hope reaches,
A ray of hope illuminates,
A ray of hope enlightens,

And a tiny voice echoed, “My child, you are not alone. I’ll always be in your heart.”

Crystals from my eyes fell to the ground,
My wounds were healed,
Rough scars of the past disappeared,
The poison I felt was nowhere to be found,
The voices inside my head stopped,

White doves surrounded the place,
And atlast, I felt hapiness,
An ocean-blue sky and a splash of orange clouds was above me,
Chirps from the birds was a sound of harmony

I feel life,
I feel the warmth in his presence,
I feel the hope that glistens,
I feel the power that kept me still,
I feel the love he gave me so dearly,
I felt God. And God found me.

God was the answer.
When the darkness enveloped me,
God was the answer,
When I was losing myself gradually,
God was the answer,
A stop from all of my doubts,

God was the answer
Of all my sufferings, the only one who stayed
God was the answer.
When everything was falling apart and nothing seems right.
God was the answer.
God was the light

Depression and Love almost killed me,
Though Autumn and winter shabby,
Yet the Love of God set me free
God is the key.