I wonder how it all could of been.
How it all should have been.
Would it have gone correctly if it went that way?

I'm sorry for what has happened.
I'm sorry it went this way.
I want to talk to you.
To let you know how I feel.

Would you believe me however?
I doubt it with your mind so fried.
If only your mind didn't twist things so far.
If it wasn't so damaged.

Now there's nothing I can do.
I can't message you.
I can't talk to you.
If I do, it looks bad upon me and everything that has happened would be for...