as my heart grows cold as ice

no you can't chip it away with a ice pick

heart as hot as a gas chamber waiting to die

waiting looking wishing it was me

6. feet below and cold instead of my

uncle dieing from a over dose on a

cold night as the cold just grows

deeper from the pain and sorrow that

srounds my heart as the thorns make

my heart bleed like a cascading

waterfall waiting for the pain to stop

flowing deep in side my heart my tears

flowing like a never ending river ment

for love but only finding pain from the

loss of my uncle waiting for the day

my pain finally ends waiting for a hope

I might never find in me again

friends try to understand

I'm a puzzle that never fits perfect

always having a missing piece

my soul never completed
© Ashley Marie sizemore