I'm feeling more lost is what I have found...
But I don't want to feel anymore of this ground.

I am found and I'm lost and it continues ... This craziness renown...

Which way is up then if everything feels down...

Pardon me and my french, but it feels like a royal s*** show and laughable to fathom the words "straightening my crown"

And still in good spirits, I must laugh at the irony that one of my long-standing favorite spirits is crown

And here I am stuck in the middle again, spinning, just me, feeling like a clown...

Sometimes it feels crazy and yet so profound