I've got sunshine in my pocket
I'm just stuck here in my zone
Feeling completely out of place
With no where I can call home
How everything has been lately
I'm too scared to answer my phone

Holding back from a life I should have
Watching my children as they grow
Because everyone always has to mess shit up
Making decisions based off what they think they know

About me

Thinking they know what's best for me
When they don't even know who I am
Trying to keep up with an image they wanted to see
Though, it has me lost
Trying to remember who I used to be
And what was it?
That I thought I believed?

In the midst of seeming crazy
Cause I did what I could
To protect my babies
Tried to show them
How to act like ladies
And how to protect each...