Thought life would unfold,
in many pleasant ways,
But here i am combating mid life crisis,
Never knew growing up is creepy,
Plethora of stress,
anxiety and worry,
No humour or cheer,
just multifold emptiness in all spectrums,
Trying to cover up the inward fright, panicking and ranting over life,
Faking maturity in all instances,
finding comfort in nothing,
Makes me ponder over something,
what have i achieved growing up?
Will i ever overcome this nemesis called Life,
Have I really gotten older and wise ..

© cacti