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I wonder
I wonder if they

will see my beauty

when I'm gone

I wonder if they know my pain

as I wish to leave this world behind

I wonder if they know the pain just

became to much

as I was just another

lost and wondering soul

who lost so much

I wonder if they could understand

I wonder if it all will end

I wonder why i have to go threw the pain

I wonder if they will know how much I truly do love

I wonder if they know I tried to fight

I wonder if they know I gave up

on life

as the blood on my hoodie from me picking a scab brings joy to me

as I want more blood to pour from me..

I wonder if they know I'm killing myself on purpose

little by little

as the world goes round

I'm still lost in the sea

of all the forgotten and lost souls

of people that Rome around

thinking I'm ok

but I can't wait to finally

have this pain go away


© Ashley Marie sizemore