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The mother I never had
I want to cut
my wrist
watch the blood pour
I no longer want your blood
running threw me
I don't want any part of you in me
You left me broken
You where supposed to be my mother
Now I don't even want your blood
running threw my veins
watched as the blood poured
as I didn't want any part
of my mother in me
Not wanting to be like her
wanting something better
than what she did to me
wanting a mother that just wanted me
But she never did
denied me not pretty enough
I was just another kid to have and just be taken
To be broken by a mother that was
never there for me
I hate her blood in me
just wishing that she could of been there
the lonely nights
crying myself to sleep
wanting my mother
but the pain slowly faded
as time passed
years without her
made me stronger
my heart be like a stone
as I wish I was never my
mother daughter
© Ashley Marie sizemore
my wrist
watch the blood pour
I no longer want your blood
running threw me
I don't want any part of you in me
You left me broken
You where supposed to be my mother
Now I don't even want your blood
running threw my veins
watched as the blood poured
as I didn't want any part
of my mother in me
Not wanting to be like her
wanting something better
than what she did to me
wanting a mother that just wanted me
But she never did
denied me not pretty enough
I was just another kid to have and just be taken
To be broken by a mother that was
never there for me
I hate her blood in me
just wishing that she could of been there
the lonely nights
crying myself to sleep
wanting my mother
but the pain slowly faded
as time passed
years without her
made me stronger
my heart be like a stone
as I wish I was never my
mother daughter
© Ashley Marie sizemore
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