I want to cut

my wrist

watch the blood pour

I no longer want your blood

running threw me

I don't want any part of you in me

You left me broken

You where supposed to be my mother

Now I don't even want your blood

running threw my veins

watched as the blood poured

as I didn't want any part

of my mother in me

Not wanting to be like her

wanting something better

than what she did to me

wanting a mother that just wanted me

But she never did

denied me not pretty enough

I was just another kid to have and just be taken


To be broken by a mother that was

never there for me

I hate her blood in me

just wishing that she could of been there

the lonely nights

crying myself to sleep

wanting my mother

but the pain slowly faded

as time passed

years without her

made me stronger

my heart be like a stone

as I wish I was never my

mother daughter
© Ashley Marie sizemore