I never saw things turning out like this
On the real tho
I can't even believe this shit

Reality damn near took my last breathe
In a single hit
Everything I love desireably forgotten
Every time i got lit

Fucking distraught
Alone I sit

Wishing it was easy to quit
The life I had and the dreams I once believed in
I guess they will never fit

Feeling lost, abandoned, and entirely confused
I can't even recall
A lifetime full of abuse

The decision is mine now
And I'm scared what I will choose

Because in this game
There's no winning
Only lose

I could care less
To cover up the bruise

People think they can take on my life
And walk in my shoes

Like I have it all handed to me
They really have no clue

Give them five minutes
They'll be begging for answers of what to do

I'll just sit...