I refused to see you
Especially your truth
I don’t want to open the gates
For everyone’s sake
Flooded mistakes
They come down as hail
Hit hard on details
I shiver and run
But you are the sun
You have the warmth
I have the storm
A tornado of fate
The chaos, I wait
But it never comes
Because you are the sun
A shining light
I scream at night
You wake me up, hold me tight
When I feel bad
Or overly sad
I’m just glad
I see your face
Watch as our fingers interlace
You are the sun
I sit here stunned
Watching the beauty
Laugh at my absurdity
It’s quite remarkable
How I can let fear keep me unremarkable
Trust issues
I wait by the tissues
It never comes
I lay under the light and succumb
Let myself be loved
And not shove
My feelings away
For fear of it going away
You show me love
It’s always enough
You agree with my heart
And it just the start
I have never felt this way
I just want you to stay
I want the sun
No longer am I scared to run
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