-sorry for the grammatical and typographical errors ahead;

I just wanna die
And live again
To recreate a happiness
Only by myself
Where I couldn't see my past
Which I couldn't feel the scars
So that I couldn't triggered again.

But there are times
I don't wanna die
What if reincarnation is not real?
What if there is life after death?
So I wouldn't born again?

I hate my life
I hate this life
I hate my story
My story shouldn't be like this
I don't know why God wants me to feel this
To tell you honestly
I'm tired.
© blueonyourshoulder