I am free now no kids everyone is grown start new chapter in all parent try what new on the menu I just want to enjoy life now I feel all alone I love grandkids but it time find something that I can do with my own life now just things to do with my life and time I learned that God still has been but myself and he not going to leave me now from 2005 /2023 yes I been through alot things and I know God still has his hand in this u always felt sorry for my kids but I should felt bad for me I dud want children to ever feel like my kids and they should not have me feel noway when father show very less but my father has showed me the more I show love for my kids God got blessed me I don't have anything nomore and mydad. brought my house and since I been gangstalked all year he taking the insurance off car my put the house up sale killed my dog now I just have to feel some kind of I homeless and don't anything now it do make me feel all I got messes memories 2021 falsely arrest 2022 got divorced I can't live off my small 451 month can't payrent