Are you listening?
What about me brings you closer?
Is it the way i smile
or laugh even when i'm broken
Maybe i've escaped darkness
but it will always be apart of me
Not now
I'm happy
Letting go is what makes me feel free
but why?
depression is still here
we don't have any history
mistakes made me who i am
am i changing?
maybe
why can't you leave
i am happy
why are you bringing me down?
God no more questions
but where is my crown?
i need you
where are you?
in my heart
it's not ripped apart
but there's still a bit of
Regrets
Tears
Anger
build up in me
I don't wanna be alone anymore
heal me
that's all i need
as i look up to the sky
the prayers that never had a answer
The tears i shed that brought back joy
praising you made me felt like me
the person you want me to be
but i guess being broken is beautiful
somedays i don't feel like it
I just want to be alive again
why does everyone keep leaving?
sometimes i just want to know
somedays i want to take risks
i just want to know what the real world is like
cause inside has been dead for a while
am i even living life?
If there's no point of being alive...