I've done all I can to get better.
Time doesn't heal all wounds.
Sometimes you never recover.

I've done everything to get better.
Even counseling won't heal these wounds.
I sharpen my blade to end the trauma.

I've done all I can to get better.
medication just worsened the wounds.
Incense and candels lit to prepare.

This is all I have left to get better.
the professionals agreed nothing heals such wounds.
I will join the blessed aether.

In death I will be better....