Everyone wants it their way, nobody wants to ask how are you even coping with it, no they don't care

They don't want to know how bad it is, how frustrating it is for me
They don't care

And yet, they want me to be open with them, how can I be when they haven't given me a reason to be

My opinion doesn't count, my feelings doesn't matter
Just because I seem alright doesn't make me alright, I give my best even though it's difficult for me, I fall ill, and every minute of my life I'm always hurt that I feel my heart beat dropping everyday and yet all I wanted is their happiness not mine.

I'm I that horrible of a person,
I'm I heartless
I might have a weak heart but I've done what a friend could never do.

Till this moment, I'm still wondering why since I was a child wishing for my death yet it wouldn't come

U might think I'm crazy but that's honestly how I feel inside.

#The_Pains_Of_Loneliness