But why
I gave him respect
Treated him like an elder
And all he saw
Was someone to take advantage of
He took my happiness away
I thought I would find a way
To forget


I don't know how to say it
Don't know who to tell
Kept it inside for to long
It hurts too much

I can still feel his hands
Still hear him shushing me
I can still hear him getting it inside there


Every time I close my eyes
He is always there
It always appears
He is in my every nightmare


I if only I could turn back time
I should have shouted
Maybe he should have stopped
Or killed me
That would be better than leaving me in pain


I thought it would pass
I thought the pain would stop
Years when by
And it's getting worse
It's taking over me
It's killing me slowly and slowly
It's a living nightmare


I wish for it to stop
But don't know how


Faking a smile
And everyone believing am fine
Believing I am the happiest child
It's not working anymore

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