*I wasn't fine I knew it, it was hurting. I am hurting*
*Writing, taking on new hobbies, making videos. None of it was working*
*I feel like I've lost a part of me, I'm not healing*
*Ain't I too young for this? I found my true love but I guess one of us owe karma*
*My thoughts no longer belonged to me anymore, he has messed with it, he has created images of himself at every fucking corner of my thoughts*
*The more I try to heal the more I get lost*
*He once said B💙 you are home*
*What happened now? How could he stay away from home this long*
*I think I've become a shadow of my shadow*
*I just want him to come home*
*Depression is knocking at my door*
*I either open the doors to welcome him home or to depression*
*I'M BROKEN*