It's like a game,
but when did I agree to play,
no emotions is how we started,hoping that when we said it, it would actually sink in, we wasn't meant to bond together,Just to get pulled apart, I wasn't meant to get attatched to you, that wasn't the plan at the start,but when we laid together each night or went Nd did some crazy shit or even just driving when u would look at me the way u DID I felt like nothing else matters, I felt I was finally home, was it all fake for u the whole 9YEARS nearly a decade with you Nd with my ex too, difference here is I feel so lost Nd hurt, I csnt remember feeling this burnt, I can't remember wanting to die, cos I can't breathe through this hurt, I don't want to go on without u here I don't want u over there I don't want to know what life without u is like, I don't want to carry on like I never met you, cos damn I don't think I can forget u, can I get some pointers I need a few tips, show me how I can let go so easy, show me what it means to spend time loving and caring for someone only to watch them go, and lie deceive, misuse and mistreat, u left me confused, right when I needed u too, I aint look the same without u on my hip, I don't feel the same since you left, I am missing an ingredient, the spice to my meal, the herb to my garlic, I need you to actually want this I want u I miss you so much I can't go on without u I love you unconditionally come back to me my babii © sandiiRsalt