Will I ever be able to love again?

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Flo

2 months ago

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Maybe you ruined me
Maybe you affected me so much
That I can’t ever forget you
And will never be able to truly love someone else

I can’t date someone
And still be haunted by you
That wouldn’t be fair for them
So what do I do?
I feel like waiting won’t even help
I’m just stuck with you

I need to look forward
And stop living in the past
I need to see her as my everything
But then why does your name always come to my mind?

I’m tired of dealing with what’s left of you
I reread everything I wrote for you
The poems, the notes
Never once since I met you
I have been able to get rid of the obsession
This toxic, very insane connection
That I have with you

I really want to start swearing right now
I’m exhausted
You drain every drop of energy I have
By adding your sauce to all my thoughts

But then it’s also on me
I’m the one who can’t stop searching you up
I’m the one who thinks about you
If only I could stop doing those two things
At least stop doing them daily
Then maybe, maybe I would be free

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