You were the one I chose
Although you decided to leave
heartbroken and overwhelmed
the alcohol was my only need
always approached me with no judgement
the pen and the paper were my partners
I wrote long paragraphs one night
explaining how I was hurt
read again and again and then I ripped the paper apart
Although years have passed
I still see you in the corner in the dark
mind games and hallucinations
I had it all
still I survived ,why did I?
I admit I am a coward
I am scared to allow myself
fall in love once again
even though it's the best feeling
I can't seem to compromise
oh how it hurts
haven't been said I love you in a long time
and I miss every bit and every line
jealous of people loving each other
wondering when will be my time
to settle and build a whole life
when will i fall in love again
will it be forever until I grow old and die?

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Eri quello che ho scelto
Anche se hai deciso di andartene
affranta e sopraffatta
l'alcol era la mia unica necessità
mi ha sempre avvicinata senza giudizio
la penna e la carta erano i miei partner
Una notte ho scritto lunghi paragrafi
spiegando...