Times without number i ponder into wonder,
I try to calm down my nerves but they are stronger,
Everyone does what they pleases
irrespective of what i despises.
I keep my head above their matter but they do the opposite, because my feelings don't matter.
So I block my ears from hearing people call me a loser, huh they think they are better.
And this is where i get lost in my own world of wonders, creating scenarios in my head that will make my life better.
My mind playing a mischievous smile supplying me with the worse ideas but i had to find a way out of this misery, a pain so close to the vain.
I try forcing a smile but the skin has become stiffened,
Laughter growing on their faces
A part i tried tracing
but keep failing.
Further i go searching for solace but i came to realize it's missing in my file, my desire igniting a fire inside of me, bringing together...