On the ground of a prestigious university
I stand still out of timidity
Students and parents finding sections and lines
Sister guides me to find mine

As the line is found
My sister leaves
Seeing an old friend
I start to breathe calmly

Entering the seemingly cramped room with fifty chairs
A space in between two and one
Speaks as it invites to take a seat
As I immediately accepted

Conversations took place
I made several
Months go on
And I lose one of them

What was a casual connection
Turned into a formal one
And we go back to being strangers
Yet classmates for the remaining months

And what was thought to be a new start of a relationship
Turned sour as it rots
Toxic seeds engulf the fruit
Until it was time to discard

Another school year comes
Excitement or nervousness was neither felt
It was some sort of deja vu
Even though nothing happened yet

Until a couple of months pass
The same thing happened
Although the ending
Was sort of happy

Third year comes
And another deja vu
Although
That was merely my thought

In the middle of this time
I met someone
And they were the most beautiful I have encountered
Literal butterflies even...