you make me want to live
even though
time itself terrifies me
even though
my ears are being pierced
by this deafening shriek

slow and steady, you said
as I tumbled down
a thousand stairs
definetely not
landing on my feet

why won't I just admit defeat?
get lost in the static white noise
unchain myself from the earthly curses
will myself into nonexistence

because I fucking love you

© pissprophet