The aching inside;
I must confide;
It is a chasm, as far as it is wide,
A place I fall into, where it is safe to hide.
Letting the pain out so my heart can contently abide;
By getting back up each day, with my sword at my side.
Things that come at me, from the outside;
I must be courageous from the inside;
With wisdom and discernment that is not chastised.
In all things great or small, my faith will always remain, in trust it is best applied.
The aching does not go away for its rooted deep inside.
I am called to love, not to conquer or divide.
After I lived my years serving myself, it was in the bitter pit of a self made hell, in blood soaked tears I cried.
To be free of self seeking ways, for my faith to be tried.
The grace came to me that day, a old evil part of me, gave up and died.
Now years later, after the tears have long dried;
I must step out and confide;
There is hope for ones who are lost like I once was, for many tears passed my way when I ran into the world, with self seeking pride.
Hold your faith, trust in your prayers and in all things let love always abide
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