Am I going to lose my mind again?
Is my happiness a sin?
Can I contain these evils that lurk in the shadows of my heart?
Can I sleep to wake up in my dreams?

Am I going to die a mannerless flesh?
Will I lose myself in search of best?
Is my heart too dark to contain your light?
Am I doomed to eternity to be a never ending sin?

Is there a bigger challenge than that which I face?
Is there an end to my winless race?
Is there a day I will look upon the wall and see your face?
And then I will know everything will be okay.