I want to grow up as fast as I can,
I want to stop burdening my parents,
I want to make them proud of the person I grow into,
I want the world to know my name.

Carefree life is what I have now, I am grateful but not at the cost of burdening someone.
I always thought that if j was not there and it was only my brother, mother and father their lives would have been a lot easier than it is...