I am a little nostalgic today
I keep falling back into the pit I ought to have crawled out years back
I could have been stronger for you,and even try to change to your liking
I could have stayed if you hadn't blown me away
But all you did was cut through my deepest cuts with a blunt knife
you let me bleed as if that all I ever deserved.

I recall the night you burnt my dear plantation
you knew how much I loved sunflowers,
but you killed them along with my heart
of course I overlooked the pain you gave me,because of this tragic love I feel
You were good at some things though,like pointing out how fat I was compared to my five siblings.
On the contrary, I continously walked through scary storms to make you smile and pack your sorrows in a bag I would carry at my back always.

Once,you told me I had pretty eyes on the first day we met at the bus station but now I just hate them too 'cause all you ever said were lies.I have gone back to my old shell to hide from roses and sunlight ever since you left.
Yet,all I will ever wish for is you
for us to laugh and play in a garden,grey at 60 and singing the "always be mine" hymn
for our fingers to be intertwined and hearts interlocked,
precisely, for us to be.
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