If i cannot be forgiven
for the ways I've been before
I'll be honest and say that living in guilt
wouldn't want me to be living anymore

we have all made mistakes
some people say that they don't regret it
but today i can stand and say that being hard hearted
definitely has no credit

I have been naughty and miserable and I have been very complicated
If i cannot change for better, not even once , it's a monster I've created

I've said sorry, yes i have and i meant it every time it was said
but sometimes there were moments that...
self pity came... and it clouded over my head

If it wasn't for Jesus , I'm telling you,
i don't think i would have made it this far
my enemies have really tried to break me,
memory flooding me with their laughter

If i know that i cannot go to heaven with God,
i know i wouldn't be here to tell
that Jesus died for your sins and my sins
to save us all from Hell


© Amy.N.R.Holder