You were asking, what changed me
Listen!
Did you babble to silence? did you see a silhouette in pale light?
Did you listen to the sob of an orphan? did you see compassion in the devil?
I did. I found lost parts of this universe in the darkest hush and horrifying moaning

Still pondering how? still couldn't get it?
Clue this!
Did you let your fears shriek outta you?
Did you let your inner devil weep?
Did you let your inner angel violate?
Did you let your wings spread and let your feathers ruffled?
I did. I found fears finding escape, sobbing devil, and angels finding joy in negligence.

What changed me, this world or its people?
Will I be able to change this world, which changed the hell out of me?
Don't you know? neither do I.
Anyway,
Did you ever try to find out the soul in a dead body?
Did you ever wish for a miracle that never happened?
Did you ever pretend to be happy while having a reckoning storm inside?
Did you ever try to be a mother of dead souls and stacked rocks?
I did. I found impossibility inspiring, tears trying to get outta almond eyes, and kindness yelling at me to stop burdening my shoulders.

Calm down and try to change...
Not this entire universe, God exists for that.
Think about yourself, try for yourself, and change for yourself

Still, pondering what changed me?
Carve out some more thoughts and try to find out by yourself
Wander in the streets and let pebbles scratch your heels
Sit idly in dark street corners and let wandering dogs smell the feral inside you
Lay under the drape between you and the God up there, and let Him sparkle in your tiny heart.
Just let it go! Just let it happen! Just let it change!
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