Blinded by the escapes
The insatiable need for an intoxicated getaways
Painted my walls red, lost in my truth to feel alive
Amongst the crowds of friends, families and loved ones: I played still, deafened to the noises of their cares and concerns
Altered joy from spiked drinks make me dance and sway from the memories of deception and heart breaks for there's too much to bear enduring the pains
The heaviness of responsibilities, reputation and expectations to uphold is unbearable for a flawed human being
Guilt dealt it's cards and conscience played it's tricks
Piled up on pills,...