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complicated love
That girl!.... How do I describe her beauty!?... Her angelic face and her reassuring smile that takes with her life's worries and how do I describe her calm and noisy eyes at the same time..... I see her daily at the university, but I can't stand in front of her without Stuttering and turbulence..... When you give me those cold looks my thoughts are scattered and my words are lost and my mind wanders in their features and I feel that warm feeling in my heart, so you tell me what is wrong with you? So I tell her that they are some of life's problems....But in fact she is my main concern. I can't go through the day without thinking about ther and my heart is on fire when I see her with other guys, but I don't show my interest and watch in silence.... My mind tells me to go and talk to her and tell her your feelings, so I say okay, but when I see her all those thoughts are displaced and the words escape from me..... and at the end of every day I play music while I'm on the bus and I think about her and I think about my fear of her and I say to myself, is this fear or love? Then I remember that I don't love her...I'm crazy about her