THIS PAIN RUN DEEP AND MY MOTHER GETTING SICKER, THIS STRESS IS OVERWHELMING, CPS SETTING MY KIDS UP FOR FAILURE, IM BECOMING MENTALLY UNSTABLE, WHILE MY HEART IS GETTING COLDER, GETTING NO SLEEP LIKE I WISH THIS LIFE WAS OVER, I DON'T OWN RIGHTS TO THIS PAIN, ILL GIVE IT ALL UP TO WAKE UP TO MY SONS AGAIN, THE SYSTEM PLAN MIND GAMES, BUT ALL I KNOW...