here I come at the drop of a dime.
things make no sense an I don’t know why.
I’m trying so hard, an no one seems to notice how empty inside I’ve become to just be by you. to feel your touch I thought it was amazing, I tell you how much I love you everyday. you tell me your annoyed with me an don’t want me around.you tell me to go. you can do better then what we have without me an then you shout at me. there I go head held low. I thought boy if my friends could just see me now. I don’t know should I stay or should I go. so many mistakes I’ve made along the way. I just want to know. do you really love me or was this all just a show. cause now I’m here an now your gone honestly I wanna kill myself cause without you I’m numb. I can cut my arms an my face but that won’t bring back that fact I wasn’t good enough. if I go down this road alone I will leave North Carolina an walk the lonely road alone. then you wonder why I’m so bittersweet look how you ended up treating me. I won’t get to far before i cause another scar because all I wanted was for this to be so right an not fight. I wanted to feel the love deep from your heart that’s what would have been a good start. you figure out the rest I will never hold up my head cause it was all fuck shit that was said. an little things you use to say like “don’t play with”’ he would have to stop an look an paid attention. I made so many mistakes now while I’m trying to be whole my cup is only 1/2 full.

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