I used to have feelings for myself, once
Still have some but with infinite cons
I'm now more like a judge than a friend
My relationship with myself is coming to an end.

I think I feel insecure!!
Insecure about my aptitude and appearance,
Physically & mentally, which creates a degrading sense,
Leading to the cloud-like doubts even more dense!

Yes, I feel insecure!!
Insecure for the friendship I had with myself in a silence,
All thanks to my low self-confidence,
That thing, now, is not in existence!

Yes, I'm insecure!!
Insecure for the self love, which meant something back then,
Struggling to find those feelings through this pen,
Which, if I want, I know I surely can!

In a world, where self-love is finally finding it's pace
I'm busy, looking for a track, against myself for a ceaseless race
I've lost myself in my world of insecurity
This would be different, if only I had a little maturity!

"Right now, I'm feeling insecure
But I WILL find a way for myself, I assure ."
© #feelings@1883