Thinking you're getting better,
Thinking that you'll forget it forever,
Thinking that everything that went wrong is a stupid little endeavor.

It's all positve thoughtful thinking again, just till it's not

Until you find that trigger.
Till someone finds that trigger,
Not even knowing that it's your trigger to insanity,
Not knowing it blows your mind to smithereens,
That you go back years to remember scenes you never wanted to see.
Feelings you never wanted to feel, Feelings you weren't allow to feel. All tossed around in the small mind, all that bullshit.

The bullets are always there,
It's just that trigger,
That lever,
That flip of the switch.
Turns your mind into a real bitch huh.

That little fucking trigger.