I started to hate ths city,
I started to hate walking in the night.
As I keep myself busy.
And see these city lights
It reminds me of you.

I started to hate the sunsets
Because you like how the sun rise.
It makes me regret,
That I didn't realize
That I wasn't the one for you.

I try to avoid anything that reminds me of you.
Even the things that we used to talk about,
That someday I would do all of those with you.
And all you did was doubt
And in turn it was all a lie.

I was going to give you everything
Because you were my everything
But then you went and change your mind.
As you try to unwind,
What we have bind.

You ghosted me
When I needed you.
And you act busy
As I was to trying to reach you
Just because I miss you.

You act as if you're something majestic
But what you really are is that you're egoistic.
As I begin to put my trust in you,
You went and destroyed what left of us
In ways that makes me want to hate you.

I Never wish to have never met you
Because the feeling that I felt were real.
And it's something new,
As it all seems so surreal
For it is only once I will allow my heart to feel.

You were the love that I got to taste
But I never really swallowed it.
As I was trying to replace
You, you never allow it
Because you were so hard for me
To just get over it.
© M. Danh