Yesterday I was a baby..
Now I'm old..
I don't even cry for you no more..
I used to but I've grown to fast..
Now it came across my mind..
That I was too blind..
I didn't realise there was no bedtime stories for me..
Cause you were never around..
You never called..
nor texted us..
I wanna say..
Mama,I'm sorry I ain't your daughter..
I tried to accept you but you're too awful..
Used to want you to explain but now I don't care..
I just hope you'll never come looking for me because I'll send you away..
Like...
Hello fine lady and this is the end of our conversation..
Please make sure you close the door behind you..
I've got no mama..
I'm sorry you've got the wrong child..
So please..
Don't tell me where you were when I was a baby..
Those explanations will only lead as backwards..
And the plan is to move forward..
And I'm trying to make progress..
So please..
Stay where you are..
I ain't got no mama ..
I don't like you,so please..
Stay away from me..
You never asked how I was..
My heart always ached for you..
But now I'm tired..
Mama,we never had a chance to be together but..
Mama,thank you for the stories you never told me..
Thank you for the picnics we never had..
I appreciate the advice you never gave me..
I have grown up to be a wonderful person all thanks to the things you never taught me..
I was mischievous at young like not you..
I am grateful for the memories we had not..
So I'd like to say I am sorry..
For being too ungrateful now..
© Tiny Sino