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There's a girl in me

ยฉ aloine-racheal
{๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’• ๐’”๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’Ž๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’”๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’”}
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’„๐’๐’๐’‡๐’Š๐’…๐’†๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’†
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’‚๐’š ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’‡ ๐‘ฐ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’Ž๐’š๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’’๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’”๐’Š๐’…๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‰๐’๐’‘๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’‰
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’“๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’‚๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’“๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’Ž๐’š๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’†.

There's a girl in me
That tells me how unique I am
There's a girl in me
That tells me I'm a diamond in the face of the Earth
There's a girl in me
That believes and trusts in me
She tells me I'm like the bright stars in the sky that brings joy into the land of the gracious
She tells me I bloom like the rose
and glow like the moonflower at night
She tells me I dazzle with grace and beauty
She calls me the sunshine of her heart
She tells me to turn from the world that criticizes me
She drums in my ear night and day
How appealing and perfect she finds me

But how do I tell her I lost faith in those words
How do I tell her I lost my confidence a long time ago
How do I tell her that emotionally, my heat is failing me
And I'm forced to believe the things said about me
๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’†๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’Ž๐’†
๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’“๐’‚๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’†
How do I tell her I'm chained by my conscience and locked up by myself mentally
Because of fear
I'm too scared to tell her that
I've lost my faith
I've lost my passion

How do I tell her that.
I know of a girl that lives in me
Believes and trusts in me
But knows nothing about me or who I am

๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’„๐’๐’๐’‡๐’Š๐’…๐’†๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’†
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’‡ ๐‘ฐ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’Ž๐’š๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’’๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’”๐’Š๐’…๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‰๐’๐’‘๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’‰
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’“๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’‚๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’“๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’Ž๐’š๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’†
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’…๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’•.