I go numb from all the pain,
I can't go through this, not again...
Screams so loud... inside my head,
Voices keep yelling... but nothing gets said.

My heart is shattered... My soul feels lost,
I want to end this, At any cost...
There's too much damage, You stole my will, I can't forget how bad it feels.

You promised forever... And swore with a ring,
20 years later, It's not as it seems,
I am no longer your friend or your wife,
I'm just a stranger you don't want in your life.

I try my hardest to get you to stay,
But you still find a reason to run away.
Hours go by... until the next day,
Wondering all night, Where did he stay?

It kills me inside...cause I know the truth,
But I bottle it up and make an excuse.
I want you to love me so badly it hurts,
And show that you care by putting me first.

I never dreamed you would treat me this way,
Hurt me so much with the words that you say.
Time has changed everything...
Like it was all just a dream.

I wish that my eyes would open up soon,
Before it's too late and out shines the moon...
Cause this just can't be real,
This can not be the way that you feel.














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