**Trigger Warning**SELF-HARM & SUICIDE**Trigger Warning**
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I can't pick up the knife and slash it through my skin.
I can't execute the slightest scratch and cause blood to pour within.
If I do, I am afraid someone will find the scars.
I don't want them to ask me why I would want to make these marks.

I picture it all the time or when I am just alone.
Everyday I do my best to not let any marks show.
It's the wrong way to cope, but I thought it would take away my emotional pain.
Repeatedly I told myself, "I can't do it." everytime the dark thoughts came.

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