I do not know what to say!
The pain.
Self mutilation .
Is it enough?
Iam hurting.
Am I really okay ?
No perhaps it's safe when no one knows.
The torture and impulsive choices .
Maybe its much better left unuttered.

Why ?
Inflicting pain each moment.
Only suicidal thoughts reflect.
If only she, he will not discuss or judge,
It will be secure to say.

She ,he said this is what makes it harder to share the pain...