The heartbreak is agonizing.
My mind is beginning to form thick clouds,
Like the calm before the storm.
It causes my stomach to wrench,
As if the lightning is striking finally.
I find myself unable to consume anything but the salty tears that drip onto my forever trembling lips,
Making up for the lack of water I am unable to let flow down my dry throat.
The lips I will only allow you to kiss.
Down my desiccated throat that is incessantly gasping for air,
Due to the overwhelming feeling of suffocation.
The excruciating pain weighing not only heavy on my heart,
But my lungs as well.
My skin crawls with the feeling of letting you go,
As if I’m allergic to the thought of it.
I am unable to move on,
Even though my body and mind beg me to.
I feel lost,
Unable to find myself in the depths of despair.
Their arms wrapped so tightly around me,
Dragging me deeper into the dread and depression that I’ve felt for far too long.
I feel like I can’t survive without you,
Completely disregarding the life I had before I met you.
The struggle is inevitable.
The hurt is unchanging.
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